Tuesday, July 14, 2009

mover - cm pte ltd

Angeline smsed me today asked me to acc her to her ex house to take her things back, cause her dad cant make it...ok...i went to cluny court fetch her off work at 7pm, after that we went to vivo city and had dinner.

I reached cluny court early, parked at basement 2, there no signal at all...i have to get out of the building and sms her.....was on high tide, so i went up the building to search for gents...after i finish killing the "fire", i walked around level 2...then i realise angeline was inside the glass door, at the same time, she look up and saw me...she point to me that she will call me later....i point to her i wait at basement 2 ....in the end, she found me at cold storage, im buying tissue paper, hahaha...

This is the second time, i helped someone move things out of ex bf house, can i consider myself as a mover? lolx... first was cathy few weeks ago.....now angeline.....makes me think of 6 years ago when jinyen move her things out of my house....she came alone.Good for cathy, i think she went back with her bf, but she told me she going back cebu this 17 july....think this few days, she will call me and bid goodbye.

we talked alot in the car today....she said i look cuter in person, that means im ugly in my pic....lolx...the funny her like to ask me 3 things everytime we meet, did i sleep well last night? how many meal i take today? when was the last time i had my meal? everytime this 3 questions will pop out.

i can link her with 1 person, that person is julie, that pattern is abit same....my first casino test is around the corner, i hope i can improved or still keep my 33 secs record....chun yap teased me that day, said i sms during chipping still can beat him in chipping hhahaha...yeah.....im still weak in my left hand cutting, i need to practice more...my right hand skill is ok, maybe cause im right handed....spinning of roulette ball is also difficult, need 15 rounds, i can only do 8 rounds the max....i must work hard on this more.....also casino 5 percent payout calculation, and roulette 17 times table, 11, 8, and many more.....i need to do all in a split sec.

Angelina always asked funny questions to make us laugh, but this pretty babe is hardworking, i like saturday lesson the most, because all of us wear so smart and pretty, and during our 1 hour dinner break, we will sit together like a big family having our dinner and discuss tips how to improve on our dealing skill.

0609 icg class ( class no.) jiayou! jiayou! jiayou!

Jerson Yeo MuYi Jerson wrote in his heart @ 8:27 AM

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Monday, July 13, 2009

my casino lessons

I was really dead tired, i did not sleep yesterday after the thai club berry, and at night i still have to go for my lesson after work....im one of the most punctual and obedient student in my class, hahahaha...everytime i will be there 15 mins early just to practice my cutting and chipping skill.

Today, mr ricky is busy testing my seniors, giving them a quarter exam to test out their blackjack skill, so he cant give us lesson today.....then came mr B, the most strict teacher in my school, think everyone in the school scare of him...he treat us really like students, machiam we are primary school boys and girls..hahahaha...he teaches us big small dice, poker and payout in blackjack today....a strict but skillful teacher.

I can finally remember all my class mate name, i think because all present, darren, jason,chun yap,cynthia,angelina,elvis,ivan,benjamin and me present.....jason and me like to partner with each other when self practice, and chun yap too, maybe our skill is about the same....angelina is very funny, she keep telling teacher , she dun think so the method she use to pick the chip is wrong, she has her own ways but slow la, she approached me and asked me teach her, how to pick up the chips in less than 35 secs....i showed her and told her, just keep grabbing non stop.....hahahaha...yeah, good for her she finally improved alot!

my class is small about 10 ppl, easy to get along and learn together....with our very pro and skillful teacher mr ricky.....i believe the 10 of us will be good dealers next time....mr ricky told us, our first exam is around the corner, he want us to practice more in cutting and chipping....the hardworking us today stay back for 15 mins to practice in chipping and cutting, me, chun yap, jason,darren, elvis and jason had some friendly match in chipping....so far, my fastest record is 33 secs ....the best record is still set by ivan in 27 secs...haha , 1 day i will beat his record!

angeline smsed me today at evening, she said sorry about yesterday, she was very drunk and she dunno what she is doing.....haha, finally she repiled...i thought what happen to her....jas never tell me anything after she said she on the way send her home yesterday.Seeing her so drunk yesterday really scare me, maybe bluff her if she continue to drink, her voice become more man and sore.....hahaha.

Jerson Yeo MuYi Jerson wrote in his heart @ 8:08 AM

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Sunday, July 12, 2009

355am silent sadness

Now is 355 am in the morning, i just come back from thai disco - club berry, i feel sad because i saw a unpleasant scene of my friend, angeline was so drunk that she throw temper and gone crazy, i tried to talk to her and ask her go home, she shouted at me and pushed me away.I should not have agree to go club berry with her again tonite, and i see such a "ugly part" of her....i feel sad for her, and im angry too to see her like that, again because of guy, im also guy, why girls i met always met bad guys and end up hurt and got drunk like that? im not saying im a good guy because in some people's eyes im already not a gentleman.

yesterday saturday, i had my casino lesson till 8pm, and i went to see angeline and brought her to see doctor because of her bad cough...haizzz, yesterday she still wana go club berry, yang libin called her and asked me go also, i told her no, i dun want to go....yesterday she got mad with me, because i bring her go rounding till she giddy....yeah she was sick and feel fainting.....makes me think of fel, she always say i bring her go merry go round.Im sorry and i send her home instead of go club berry yesterday.

today went movie with angeline at AMK hub, ice age 3, after that she said she want to go club berry....ok i agree to go....before that we went to fetch her friend, jas at sembangwang...later part her friend, mr kim came to join us....mr kim is going oversea tml for 2 years, dubai...so he came down and have drinking session with her....while she was smoking at the room , she send me a sms and say sorry and ask me dun angry with her, because she never entertain me, she keep drinking with mr kim.I replied back and say im ok, i understand...cause they have not meet for long.

Again today im surrounded by thai male singers, the whole band came down and toss drink with me, i dunno why, they treat me like so brother, put their arms around me and hug me too...im ok with these brotherly hug....jas keep teasing me say these guys like me.....and the thai singers said no, they not gay....they treat me brother....is it because i look like thai? and also 2 thai female singers came down talked to me after their singing, one of them was surprised that i could actually speak some thai and interact with them....one of the thai female singer, ah yin said me i forget her name ah...i bluffed and said no la, actually i really forget.....that singer was the one that yang libin keep pumping $ to buy garland for her and wana intro to me....everyone said she is cute...but i dun think so lah. i think another one is more cute, her name ah jo.

I enjoyed the thai club here because of the thai songs, i asked the male singers to sing potato song for me, one of the james ruangsak oldies to me and also that ror ter han maa by focus, i asked ah jo to sing with ah yin.....thanks....one of the male thai singer again passed the mic to me and i sang potato's ruk tae doo lae mai dai .....after every songs, they keep come down toss drinks with us....i had to act drink, cause i dun wana drink driving, i just drink in a slip everytime so i wun get drunk....because i know i cant drunk i have to send angeline and jas home....

Angeline really make me mad when i asked her to go home, she already very drunk, she shouted at me and pushed my hand away.....she said she dun wana go home, still wana go another club with mr kim! i put my arm around mr kim and tell him, she have to go home, i bluffed that her mum called! mi told him straight i want her to go home, she cant drink anymore....i talked to her, she just dun care about me....so i asked jas to talk to her....in the end , mr kim went home first...jas also asked me to go home 1st,because angeline already very drunk and keep throwing temper...jas promised me when she sent her back, she will msg me....luckliy jas is only high and not drunk like her.I just feel sad to see someone like that, it is very ugly to see her like that...snatch drinks from waiter and keep shouting....haizz, i feel disappointed in her...i dunno why....her mum keep calling when im out with her this few days, i know the mum is worried about her.....since her break up with bf 2 weeks ago, she kept drinking almost everyday she told me.

When ah yin and ah jo sang ror ter han maa, i think of someone, fel....i suddenly miss the laughter and fun we had in bkk, the outing with jenny and wenlin at east coast, johor night supper and maybe prawning at bishan, when this song sang by ah jo and ah yin, these scenes appear in my mind like a MTV...maybe because during that period of time, this song i keep listen....i wonder how is she now? i just hope well for her.....i hope she also will find a good guy in future to take care of her...because i hope she wun get hurt anymore from bad guys...till now althought unhappy things happened between us, i still think she is a good girl....when i was driving and passed by presbyterian high sec school....angeline told me this is her sec school, i shock so coincident, it was fel's sec school too....but angeline is 7 years older her batch.

i missed arizona life, at there i maybe lonely.....same as here in sg....but i enjoyed my carefree life there....i enjoy driving along the cotton wool plantation and enjoy the scenario alone, the air is so fresh.

I dunno why, i suddenly feel that love will never happened to me anymore, i gave up,cause in my life till now, there is never a lover that really care for me before.....my care and concern to ppl i like and love always seem so wrong and faded....why care so much? why so serious? to be a good person is really so hard in life....sometimes i wish i could be a playboy but i cant....cause im just too soft hearted.

im working hard on my casino course now, saturday lesson , im the fastest chipping player, i make it in 33 seconds and beat the whole class....but still cant beat ivan's 27 sec record....mr ricky, my teacher said i improved and very fast...i will work hard more, i really wana complete my lessons all.

The club berry thai male singers all now know im brother jerson, they speak thai and english with me, asked me if next time go bangkok, go look for them....jas keep say i attracted them liao....haha..rubbish.

suddenly i feel so scared of girls, i scare one day i might be a gay.....but i know i will not....because sex is a important thing to me, i dun like back doggy lolx....i suddenly feel the girls i met are making use of me.....i fear.....why there is no pure friendship? is it because im too nice as a person.

Love are you the one? now i think love you are the one i fear.....girls always met bad guys and get hurt....people come people go in life....im sad to lose friends....another day has gone, yet i feel so alone.

Jerson Yeo MuYi Jerson wrote in his heart @ 12:53 PM

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Friday, July 10, 2009

thai club night

Meet angeline today, this cutie said she wana bring me to the local thai disco, recently the clubbing trend in sg had changed, more into thai live band club, even local girls are crazy over thai handsome young singers.

Went to meet her at yishun, she keep saying i look like someone but she just cant remember who the guy name, well this cutie look like someone , last time channel 5 tv news presenter lisa ang, well she also acted before in local tv drama - growing up, her role was a student that time.She introduced me two da jie da, two of them are passed thirty already but still chiong so fierce....one of them looked like li nan xing ex wife, yang libin and the other one looked those gang leader da jie da, very cool one yet pretty- her name vivian.

both yang libin and vivian keep saying i look like 23 and got baby face...yang libin da jie keep speak thai to me, hahahaha, her actions very funny, but this two "old lady" are actually quite successful, both of them own a thai pub each....at tanglin mall, yang libin da jie keep want to introduce the thai girl singer to me, she keep pumping $ buy garlands for the thai boys and girls on stage, i support abit....the most funniest part, the thai singer gave me the mic and invite me to sing a song and i did, tong hua was the song.

Because they are regulars there, the singers keep coming down toss drinks with us....the thai boy singers keep coming down talked to me...and at one time 2 of them hugged me at one time.vivian da jie saw it, she thought im gay..because yang libin da jie keep wana intro thai girls to me i dun want.....then she saw the 2 thai boys hugged me....anyway...just brotherly hug...angeline also hugged me and whisper into my ear and asked me why i treat her so good? just because i walked two street and brought her a double chesse burger and lozenges for her sore throat?..i was really surprised that the da jie told me, local girls paid $ just to book the thai boys for services...hahaha..interesting.It was a interesting night, where i attracted boys more than girls....angeline is really naruk (cute), same to the thai boys and also the girls.

After the club, vivian da jie treated me and angeline frog porridge, and she keep saying im a good guy, if i will be angeline bf, she will support me....lolx.....angeline told me i looked like her ex bf....anyway it is interesting to have fun with these ppls, about relationship stuff i dun wana think, let natural takes its flow....from what had happened recently and the past...i have no confident anymore in this kind of thing, cause i knew nothing pays good to be kind,you will never know the person you like so much will turn around the table and do very cruel things to you, the hurt on me is enough....i just want friends, and im not qualified to be a player,cause im soft hearted, second im not a sweet talker, third im not a hunk...Now i only wana think of serious relationship after im 30....right now the most important thing to me is my casino course,my family and paint my life.

Jerson Yeo MuYi Jerson wrote in his heart @ 8:21 PM

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Thursday, July 02, 2009

my second lesson in ICG, today as usual, i was early, i purposely went early because i wana buy the shark fin car antenna from giant. im doing some DIY stuff for my car, brought 3 antenna going to spray them red and place onto my spoiler, lolx....it is going to be unique cause i knew no one will ever try it.but im going to try it.

Saw my new classmate, darren at the entrance, 2 of us went into hall first and saw mr ricky.Mr ricky told us he is going to give us a introduction on 3 main game of casino, blackjack, barcarrat and roulette.... we spend about 2 hours learning from mr ricky the basic rules of the 3 games...as for me, i actually knew all the rules, lolx, how can a gambler dunno the rules of the 3 most common games in casino.It really brings memories back to casino arizona and las vegas, the sound of the chips, the spinning of the routlette ball really thrill me.

The most interesting game of this 3 games must be routlette, it is really not easy, there are many types of payout like 1 to 35,1 to 17,1 to 11, 1 to 8, 1 to 4, 1 to 2. If a player placed multiple bets on a typical number like 29, and "spider" over the numbers around it....in a split second, a dealer must calculate the amount of pay out....mr ricky tested the 10 of us with a few of chips placed on number"23" and example the ball hit 23, we have to calculate how much pay out.....darren said 116, angelina said 126.....ivan and me said 136.....the rest give out, only me and ivan got the correct answer, but i took 10 seconds to calculate it right....which is TOO LONG! compared to ivan, he only use about 5 to 6 secs.

Our last hour in the lab was practising to assemble 100 chips into 5 stacks, and each stack consist of 20 chips....we must do it in 35 secs! after 30 mins of practising, mr ricky tested us....ivan beat the 35 sec mark with just 32 sec! as for me, my best timing is 45 sec only....but it is only the first lesson of it....i believe i will improve!

Looking forward to saturday 6 hours lesson, it is uniform day, we need to wear black and white, formal wear....it going to be fun.

Jerson Yeo MuYi Jerson wrote in his heart @ 5:44 AM

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Wednesday, July 01, 2009

Personality type test

I took a personality web test, it really describe up a person in me.

Good-natured Realist

Good-natured Realists are warm-hearted, helpful personalities. They do their work conscientiously and have a pronounced organising talent. They often feel they are committed to traditional values. The family in particular is extremely important to Good-natured Realists. Their greatest pleasure is making themselves useful and taking care of other people. But they do not like pushing themselves to the fore; they prefer to fulfil their tasks out of the limelight.

Good-natured Realists are real workaholics; they are very reliable and nothing is too much for them when it is a question of completing a project. Thoroughness, conscientiousness and sense of duty are their strongest points. They prefer established and familiar situations to new and unknown situations.In dealing with others, Good-natured Realists are considerate and obliging; they are always happy to put aside their own requirements in the interest of their family and friends. Their home is mostly very well cared-for, cosy and tidy. Their perfectionism on the one hand and their aversion to delegating tasks on the other hand often lead to them taking on too much both professionally and privately. They cannot stand discord; conflicts make them very unhappy. One could almost describe them as being harmony-addicted - and this sometimes leads them to strongly neglecting themselves and their own wishes because they are unable to bring themselves to put up a fight. Learn more about the Good-natured Realist at work ...

Good-natured Realists dream of a stable and trusting relationship for life. Marriage and family are very important to them. They take care of their partner attentively and lovingly and put up with a lot for a harmonious relationship. They are also loyal and reliable friends. However, they can be very hurt if their interpersonal commitment is taken for granted for too long. Learn more about the Good-natured Realist in love ...

Adjectives which describe your type: introverted, practical, emotional, planning, tradition-conscious, good-natured, self-sacrificing, caring, devoted, friendly, loyal, considerate, reliable, conscientious, loving, quiet, reserved, modest, helpful, objective, hard-working, warm-hearted, communicative, painstaking, altruistic

Jerson Yeo MuYi Jerson wrote in his heart @ 8:02 AM

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Tuesday, June 30, 2009

" 想每个人都要痛过，才知道如何保护自己；哭过，才知道心痛是什么感觉，傻过，才知道适时的坚持与放弃，爱过，才知道自己其实很脆弱。其实，生活并不需要这么些无谓的执著，没有什么就真的不能割舍。明明不开心,但每天也要坚强的笑着对全世界,更可笑的是还要对自己笑着说：我开心！因为我帕寂寞所以不喜欢寂寞的感觉。 我常常问自己：我是怎样的？我是如何的？什么才是 ？就再迷失中寻回自己. 再迷失. 再寻回。。。 "

i saw this chinese phrase from someone's blog, which i think meaningful....life is too short sometimes, will never know how long a person live, cant predict what really will happen , will never know how long you are staying in this earth...althought i believe in karma, but next life seem a mystery to me, i dun really believe in a next life, cause i will never know who actually i was in the previous life. Some people can live up to 80 to 100 years old, some passed away when young....each individual has its own kind of life, sometimes it is good to envy ppl, because it makes u wana strive and work harder in life, but sometimes it is bad to envy ppl, you maybe stressing yourself and pushing too hard, because of greed and being materialistic, you lost the natural you, you may even do some evil stuffs to achieve that "envy" you wanted.

For example me,a 28 years old guy, now spending 365 x 28 + 19 ( for may) + 30 ( for june ) = 10269 days .....i had been staying on this earth for 10269 days already, i had just crossed the 10 thousand mark day about 269 days ago...this figure seemed big but it really seemed small to me and maybe small to ppl that are sick and unwell in hospital, those ppl bearly cancer and some deadly disease now, anytime they will say byebye to this world.

You may be the richest guy in this world, you may have alot of branded goods, but you may not be the most happy person in this world.....the most happy person in this world is actually the poor peoples, example a father work 12 hourly per day, bring home just few hundred bucks just enough to feed the family of 4 at home....and when he has extra $, he would buy some toys back for the kids, a surprise to them.....the smile on the dad's face is the most happiest and handsome one, because his hard work and hard earned $ brings the joy to the children.

I knew i always seemed unhappy, but sometimes i tell myself im already very lucky in this world after spending this 10269 days till now, i always believe nothing is free in this world, everything have to be achieve by hardwork....Life is really a learning path, everyone makes mistake in life, even a 50 years or 70 years old person makes mistake, no one is perfect in this world.

Each mistake a person made, makes a person realise something and be stronger in life, the learning path in life is not easy, when hurt enough, you will learn how to protect and being selfish,when cried enough, you know you need a wash up and get ready for tomorrow, because it is going to be a new day, a new you, a new challenge in life.My sad days are gone for now, im looking forward to future happy days.

Jerson Yeo MuYi Jerson wrote in his heart @ 8:12 AM

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