Thursday, August 27, 2009

roulette week

i had just started the roulette table this week, had been learning how to spin the ball, jason teach me a method that is more easier to hold on the ball against the roulette wheel.....i miss monday lesson due to my guard duty....tuesday suppose to meet someone for a meal and movie, but it end up disappointment....smses were not reply....i did not brother to call the person, cause i knew if the person is still interested, she will call or replied back....so i just went into my coma and sleep for hours on my tuesday rest.


wednesday and thursday, i went for my school, i just finished my barcarrat game, now im learning roulette table, combined lessons with my seniors from batch five...alot of ppl, very hard to learn.....but darren,cynthia,jason,chun yap,elvis and me still stick within our group .... kc and ken joined us.....they are from the new batch eight.....roulette is more interesting as it invloves more mental calculation plus memory of numbers, which is my fav!!! it is quite challenging....we have to memorise the bets and the pattern of the bets....our roulette teacher is mr Neal, strict teacher, even our break he control...haha...cause he dun want us to miss any small details about roulette....cynthia,darren,chun yap and jason keep de siao elvis said he got the roulette face....we keep changed the pattern of the betting chips, then test elvis the payment. Our young sister, angelina miss all 3 lessons this week,last week, she told me and chun yap that she is going back suzhou to visit her family....i really enjoyed with my class, sometimes we play small joke on each other....like how we de siao elvis...then they always de siao me, say when i sms or recieve any sms, my chipping skill will up level, just because im faster than them, hahaha...

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Sunday, August 23, 2009

boring weekend

i had a boring weekend, both weekend, i stay at home most of the time, saturday i went for my lesson, it is my barcarrat exam....this time this exam is abit tuff than the previous one, it invloves some calculation plus memory of barcarrat taboo, but lucky....im good at it....but our young sister angelina was late for the exam....our teacher for the day mr ebony still allow her to take the exam...but she give up and said she not ready...she will take another day...so she will have a make up exam....she told me she thought the exam is at 5pm...so she was late ...but actually our exam started 2pm.

our last lesson in barcarrat, mr ebony first time so friendly with us, joke and talk with our class during our face down barcarrat lessons....angelina told me and chun yap, she is going genting with her classmates at her hospitality class next month...she asked who want gf? she introduced her girl friends to us.....hahahaha...chun yap sabo me and say i need one....then angelina get my hp and said she wana ask me to join her with her friends to genting next mth....hahaha...will never happen lah, cause of my busy work.

sunday, was a full day at home until someone called me, it was nat, a thai friend i knew last time, she is in sg now.....she came here to work as escort...but she had a problem....the boss did not pay her....he eat all the $, all her friends have escape back to bangkok, left her alone in sg....so she asked me for help....lucky she had the return ticket but the going back date is on 1 sep....she wanted to go back tml...cause she is scare and alone in sg....so i did a danger thing, i went to her hotel and find her....bring her luggage and bring her to airport in the middle of the night...but she is really suay....i called cathay pacific...no one answered cause it is too late...so we went airport to try change the departure date....no one was at the counter...have to wait till tml morning....i cant just simply left her back to the hotel....if she kanna caught...she will be jialat....so to play a full kind soul....i paid for her a cheap budget ticket back to bangkok and asked her dun come back sg to work as escort anymore....this is not a good place...sg guys like to con woman...i laughed and told her.


i hope buddha will bless her safely back....i had teach her how to get back ...i left her at the airport, asked her before she leave send me a sms and tell me she had confirmed got a place in the plane. Hope everything will smooth for her....thinking of the sg boss really knn, ill-treat the workers...nat keep thank me, say very thanking for the help...lucky she got my number...i also think knn, why ppl need help always find me.....then when i need help....will ppl help me? anyway, if i dun help her, she will be jialat....cant simply left her alone at the airport, or send her back to the hotel to die...she promised me not to come sg and work anymore....come holiday can.

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Wednesday, August 19, 2009

KTV PAPASAN

I had not been sleeping quite well this few days, nothing really brother me, just that my sleeping hours is not regular....i get abit tired in the morning when work, but is ok...as i get more into action in work and to the ground with the nsf at work....i began to know their pattern and know which guy can work, and which one will eat snake one, there are actually a few who can work and i can say most of them are obedient and listen to instruction given.

today im task to handle a group of nsf again...which let me link to something funny, i link my work and my men into ktv...bird riders are my customers, im now learning to become a papa san and i have a group of nsf which i link them to be my "ktv boys" ...i can only relate my work in this manner, so it sound interesting....im also provding a customer service to these bird riders....well today, im the papa san of room 6, holding room 6 handphone, im taking care of 3 main ktv boy plus some freelance boys(free man that help up) that make up my team....as the papa san and the in charge of them, i have to make sure that my boys check and service big bird correctly so that they could give the bird riders a good ride in air....make sure that my customers are satisfied.

My 3 main ktv boys were chong lian,derrick and zijian, which i call them my ang pai, cause they are the one who directly provide the service to bird rider and ensure the bird birds are safe for bird riders to use.I have a few freelance boys like nicolas,rijun....because they are senior enough to be freelance....they are the one who assit my ang pai in preparing big bird in operation.

I was once a ktv boy too that had been to usa trained for 2 years, now now back in sg, from a junior ktv boy,i became a senior ktv boy then now im now promoted to become a assistance papasan or sometimes a papasan when my regular papasan is not around....my role as a papa san is to ensure my boys do their job correctly under the "ktv lyrics jg book", follow the instructions.

As a papasan, is not easy, i have to ensure my 3 to 4 ang pai work well, made sure that they work safely, last time when im a ktv boy, i only handle a big bird, now i handle 3 to 4 big bird and taking care of the boys.I believe as the papasan, you have to sweat with your boys and work with them, so you could gain their respect in you, there is a certain responsible in you, as we have customers like bird riders, must ensure we provide a good service to them.
Anything happen to the boys, papasan have to answer everything.....

This few days, the ktv boy trainers kwong ming and mc had been bringing the new not qualified ktv boys, about 10 to 12 of them to room 6 and 7, had been teaching them how to service big bird, how to provide a good customer service to the bird riders.....they had been taking over the "singing to big bird" (launching) from my 3 ang pai, that gives my ang pai sometime for a rest and the new not qualified ktv boys also assist in pumping water into big birds body and water bottle....assiting them in service and checking big bird....i find it so cute when the non qualified ktv boys called my ang pai or freelancers , they call them not by name, but call them seniors....and they address me as sgt which means papasan.


There is a small incident happened today, where one of my freelance and waiter ( weapon ) told bird rider something which is not really that true, because of the dry ice effect, after they get down from the "sofa seat", as the papa san after the bird riders, i have to entertain them and ask them if the big bird is providing them a number 1 ,2 or 3 class service...the freelance and waiter just told bird rider something....wow lau...they just dunno the dry ice effect cause due of the hot weather, the dry ice effect came out....instead they told him it is the "smoky drink",i told the rider no, it is actually the dry ice effect and not smoky drink....the rider also agree that it must be the dry ice effect....cause if anyhow report that it is the smoky drink that we provide, complain until my CEO....we will all be hang! cause it is not true...we cant just anyhow give judgement to the riders....after that i told my freelance and waiter, we have to make things clear before we tell riders anything, we are the one who provide service to them....we just cant tell them anything we not sure, that incident is surely not a smoky drink....if they anyhow complain to the CEO, we will be trouble....im certain and very assured that it is the dry ice effect and not smoky drink...later i told my shift manager jp about it....he shocked...but i told him, i told riders it is not smoky drink, the rider also agree.

my shift manager had been giving me a few pointers how to be a papasan in room 6, what are the things to look out for in the "singing book", this week i had been twice as papasan....it is stress, but that amount of stress i can and confident of coping it.....cause im confident with my work as a senior ktv boy.....hahahaha...

i think what i had wrote and describe about my work, only ppl in big bird world know.....my peeps and friends, i just link my work to like ktv nightclub...lolx.

i was talking with jp the whole morning and afternoon when the ktv boys were doing their work....we both agree, kantang land life is more enjoyable and fun....we miss arizona!

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Monday, August 17, 2009

a balance between work and study

today i was late for work, jialat, i could not sleep....sunday i did not went out to party or what, i just went to meet milcent for lunch and talk talk, cause he is back from arizona for his holiday in sg....i went home 5pm....then i slept till 11pm....maybe in the day i slept too much...that is why at night cant sleep....i slept at 2am then wake up 645am...6am is the time to report work.

i quickly called back and told the guys im gonna be late....i just woke up....after my training at mtf, now fully back to operation at bee domes, my role at bee domes now is no more bird launcher...but as a 2ic or sometimes like today as a ic to take care of 3 big birds and some nsf....is totally different from what im doing last time....abit of more responsible....it is part of my job....anyway, i just wish work peacefully and go home early everyday and most important, dun affect my study.

today lesson at school, angelina joined back our class....raj was our teacher today.....ivan and elvis joined us too today.....we were all confused by angelina suddenly part time student then full time, and then now she joined back as part time student.....so we called her two time student.....hahahha....raj reminded us this saturday barcarrat exam is not easy......die die must study....today i saw my 2 pretty seniors....actually saw them a few times.....one of them got the tink tink tink eyes...they having exam today...supervisor exam.

Just as i was laying on my bed...i was thinking of miss a,shit! she let me miss her, suddenly miss a just sms me goodnite, the whole day we had not sms each other,then suddenly came this sms from her.... actually this few days...except today...we had been sms each other ....she had proved to me she had change for the sake of her family and her self....now she sleep early and wake up early...she is doing a "puasa" for a praying.....hope the praying help her la.....maybe it could help her get rid of the drinking habit too....get rid of the evil spirit that haunt her in the dream.

Suddenly, jenny sms me and asked me wana go thai club, berry or not, i really got shocked, how come she is also hook on that place? she said she want someone accompany her go drink....ermmm...i really sense something not right.....she later call me and told me she wana do one guy...she just dun wana tell me what happen? im very tired....keep ask her what happen,she dun wana tell me....i dun wana go cause i dun wana see another person so drunk and jialat...

This jenny, very funny....i had not meet her 2 years liao since i went to kantang land....i remember last time she accidentallly leave her hp with me....then 2 days later then i know her hp is with me....im amazed too that she hook on thai club also recent, sabai sabai is her fav...this beauty, her mum is a thai....dad sg... i still rem last time wake me up in the morning 3am, go eat supper....there are a few ppl that wana meet still not meet since i return from kantang land, like jenny,krislyn,jaxmin, sharum....must find time meet them!

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Saturday, August 15, 2009

Barcarrat taboo

saturday lesson at school is a fun one, ricky personally teach me how to do opening and closing of a dealer table.There is actually few kind of barcarrat, high roller face down, normal barcarrat.....these few weeks we have been learning the normal barcarrat....today we learnt high roller VIP face down barcarrat...which is very fun and exciting.....no limit bets.....the banker and player can up each other.....wow lau, the whole class tease me today say i suay...bet what lose what....jason give us a 4d number today, 6782, so chun yap,darren,cynthia and me went to buy 4d during our early dinner break.

mr ricky had fun too teaching us, cause we played as if we were high roller, tempo was so high.....when we could peep at the cards....hahaha....right after dinner, my luck came back....must be the 10 pork meat ball i ate....lol....i hit banker 1 dragon strike in a row....keep winning on my banker bets....always get win on natural 9 or 8.

our chips minimum 5k, maximum 100k....each of us take turns to deal the cards.....and ricky also taught us how to beware of barcarrat scam.....the security on the table....how to look out for "danger" players.

next saturday is my barcarrat exam.....i hope i can score A again! cause the recent casino exam, casino history and foundation exam, the whole class got A....this time i must study, cause the barcarrat taboo is not that easy.

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Friday, August 14, 2009

The actressers in my life

main actressers

1986 - hui juan - kindergarden 1st crush i only know she stay tampines....

1987- lijun - my primary classmate that sit just 2 row in front of me, i and my best friend, alan, we like her at the same time.

1988 - lijun

1989 - lijun - althought still like lijun, but never think of having a gf, just like being with her in our class, maybe she is cute and fun to play with.

1990 - mengyi - i changed my target from lijun to mengyi after i noticed this girl transfer from loyang primary to my school, east view primary, she had a cute pony tail....that time many guys like her, include henry, meng da and justin......all my love rivals...i also never think of chasing mengyi, just enjoy like her at a corner.

1991 - mengyi

1992 - ka ying , she is from hong kong, her family migrated to sg cause of 1997 return of hongkong to china, she was my classmate and sit beside me, she was half a head taller than that time....we used to quarrel in class everytime, then we became buddies.

1993 - ka ying from buddies, i dunno why i began to like her, that time i become taller than her by half inches, hahahaha...but i know she like my good friend, jian wen....so i just keep quiet and concentrate on my PSLE.

1994 - no one, cause my class is all guys - i suspect myself being a gay after a guy classmate confide in me and said he likes me, he was shawn.We did nothing....just that this secondary one, suddenly i think that malay girls are pretty.

1995 - zurina - i got this big crush on my malay classmate, she is pretty with long hair, till now i think she is pretty....she later became my friend, sadali's gf...during that time, a malay girl class mate name azelia asked me to be her boyfriend, everytime tease me, hold my hands, filrt with me, quite cute and pretty, but my eyes is always on zurina.

1996 - joyce she is a national taekwondo fighter, a sport woman, i like her because she looked like kaying.

1997 - joyce she kater became my friend, manyong's gf, but they lasted 6 mths....knn...manyong knew i like her still wana chase her then haolian to me, make me sad that time....but i hack care concetrate my N level and i scored 5A.

1998 - no one, cause im crazy over my o level project and exams, and i score well enough for me to go into a JC, but i choose not to go.

1999 -lily a 40 years old aunty i knew at work at changi airport, i really got a crush on her,cause everytime we took bus 53 together home, she is old but she is very pretty, and she is my supervisor....i will purposely wait for her to go home together......lolx....i dunno why i just like her...maybe motherly love.

2000 - elizabeth - the girl i knew from temasek poly inca camp, our first encounter was a game, that we played water, she is very pretty, alot of ppl like her.....one of them is strongest yet weakness rival, steven....he thought he could win her heart...but he lost too....i actually like her for over 1 year in a corner. only my bestie, thura and robbie knew i like her, we gave her a call sign name classic.

2001 - elizabeth - we got closer when she came to join my class, i was delighted and happy cause the girl i like is in my class and also the same time, i knew i had another rival, jack my classmate is also interested in her.....but he lost tooo...hahahaha....and i lost too after i wrote a love letter at my bestie house, thura....and asked another bestie, robbie to post the love letter to her house letter box...2 weeks later, she sent me 3 voicemail in pager and told me, sorry we can only be friends.....i was kind of heart broken....but later we became project mates too.

libin - she was actually my secondary school classmates for 3 years, i never thought i would be interested in her because of bus 15, everytime i take bus 88 to pasir ris to change bus 15 to temasek poly...we very lucky....everytime sure meet at pasir ris interchange and got to tp together and the same seat....then we did went out a few times ..... i did give her a call sign name ice kacang, only thura and robbie knew who is ice kacang. 2001 big walk, i asked her along, that time she brought the guy she like to the big walk too....then i knew my love had turn crestfallen.

2002 - elaine, pop corn jie - she is 1 year older than me, i knew her because of 1 person name jos,in 2001, i was playing IRC that time....this guy name jos actually asked me to join his channel #langzi^yuan, at there i knew many good friends, like jean da jie, jeanne er jie, elaine pop corn jie, jos aka langzi, gavin aka moomoo and my favorite shi mei , grace, who had been my very good friend till now, the person who always remember my birthday since 2001, really thank her very much, when i was down everytime, she never fail to lend me a ear.

pop corn jie, when i like her, she a bf that time, very shaky....she will cry and call me everytime and talk on phone....she will call me anytime in the night, when im school or when i pangsai....i never told her i like her until that day i went for BMT...i actually wrote her a website and express my feeling to her, till now the web is still in the web.....she send me sms and told me, she only treat me like a didi....she never like a younger guy.....hahahaha....so sad....during that time when i saw the sms, i was preparing doing my 5BX and 24km road march......now pop corn jie is married....im very happy for her....she actually wrote me a email when she knew im sad about julie that time.

2003 - jinyen- the 1st love that i will never forget in my life, the girl who let me knew what is call heart break, we lasted for 10 mths, during these period we had simple life together, i even created a website to remember her, it is located at my blog link under 1st love..

2004- carlin, the record holder of my phonechat, i chatted with her 11 hours non stop in phone from 11pm until next morning 10am.The girl that i walked to bukit panjiang with her from orchard....Can i say we are together for about 6 hours? cause she agree to be my gf at 10pm when i was on phone with her in orchard but called me at 4am to say sorry....her ex bf saw my blog and angry...she wants to go back to her ex bf

2005- amy, the 2nd gf, she was once a model,1 leg step 3 boat.....bukit timah road, bus 174, chinablack clubbing was our memories.....in the middle of sex say sorry to me, cause she blufff me her age, lolx. i buy 4d together with her mum, her mum wanted me as god son.

joeann - i meet her in late 2005, she is someone who treat me very good, there was once i was just joking how i wish i could have a packet of hongkong mee now , i was talking to her in phone, then i fall asleep, 30 mins later, she called me and wake me up, she said she under my block, she brought me hong kong mee, i was so touch and surprise.....during that time, she had a leo bf, she wanted me to be with her, but i dun want...cause she had a bf.....and she is really a rich girl. her dad is sg number one bookie plus ah long....she stay in a 3 storey high house at thomson road, i sent her home once before....i began to contact her less because i really dun wana break her relationship with the bf.

2006- nun- the thai girl i knew in korat hatavaj, my thai teacher,she is a good girl.
ah yu( sassy ) the vietnam girl i knew in sg, u-turn pub, teach me scold vietnam bad words, talk to me in chinese, came to my house because i want her to, we had mcdonald suppers, come my house use yahoo messenger and talk to me in phone for 6 hours in chinese.i made her never work few days just to accompany me, cute violent girl who always pinch me.we lost contact, because she kanna caught in sg in oct 2006 and sent back to vietnam, before she left, she called me and said goodbye. she once sent me a sms said, i think of u, i no miss u but i like you dot dot....she admit she had a crush in me she said....she is quite witty....always scold me "dou ma" which means kanina....cause i like to disturb her and pinch her nose...lolx. kind of miss the fun side of her now, hope she is well in vietnam now.

2007- peipei, the girl who we had crushes over the east meet west timing,we had web cam nights and days, her night was my day, my day was her night....i made her a birthday a surprise one because of emicake, mango favorite.Her mum saw me in the web cam and said i looked like her god brother.

2008- julie,the 3rd gf, the libra filipino girl who messaged me in friendster 19 feb 2008, after that day we fall in love, and it was a mistake for us being together.....cause she is married, i was having an affair with a married person...we lasted 3 mth......and it happened in kantang land....althought it is a short time, we had simple life together, cooking together, shopping in the day....and watching filipino movie at home.She made me cry once, we cried together in phone.Till now, she divorced, she is happily working at kantang land, we are still friends finally, we do call each other or sms each other when we are free.....i use skype to call her in usa.She is the girl that i will never forget in life too....we had the most greatest and thrilling sex.I think we are crazy cause we even make a video of our sex, that video is demolished after we parted but only 2 of us saw the final product, we were the actor and actresser and also the directors....lolx.

2009- felicia - a ex good friend that i know for 2 years,i fall in love with, someone who i actually saw her in another person's blog, and i get to know her throught the link there and somehow i got her blog and friendster, and msn,someone whom i really read her whole blog from 2005 to 2008, i read every entries .......someone who spent xmas eve 2008 with me, someone who actually went to bangkok with me twice, share some fun laughter at bkk, a mistake night after route66, someone that i dote very much,someone who watched movie with me 5 days in a row at bangkok plus 1 ktv session....someone that i care.....someone who is the first female passenger of my car.....someone who made me very upset and sad...someone that i had irritated her so much that she hate me....and someone who is no more a friend anymore.Someone who made me cried over a one sided love....someone who made my volcano erupted.....someone i will remember for life.

catherine - the filipino friend i knew after julie in 2008, we finally meet in 2009 after she came to sg again, the single mum of two is really a pretty lady, elegant smile, sexy figure, sweet smile, a friend that i confide in, we talked about life,future and past, a mature lady that i admire, althought we are just friends, we did had some notti sessions, yes, we had sex,no force, it just happened naturally....we both admire each other kisses, cause we had the greatest french....she said im a good kisser. She went back to cebu planning to get marry in nov 2009.

angeline - someone that i pity? someone that i really wanted to help her to get out of the dark ways......someone that i like, i dunno why? someone that suddenly will let me miss her....someone that i like to look at her eyes when having meals.

2010? simi lang? an tiang? who will be the lead actress? or maybe 2011, 2012 or 2015 then appear la....let fate decide, shall we?

2006 is a good experience with fling, after that no more, i dun fancy this kind of hi and bye relationship, it sucks, cause i treasure the ppl around me, if i dun, i wun shed tears for a few ppls.

c0-actressers

karine - the girl who never fail to talk to me in phone everyday since 1999 to 2000, we talked in phone almost everyday, at least 4 days per week, at least 3 hours per day....everytime our phone chat started around 11pm ended somewhere 4am or early. She is my 1st online friend, the first friend i made online....we share the common interest cause we like carebears....i dunno why we had so much things to talk ....we really chatted everyday in phone without fail. we talked about present,past and future....till now we dun talked in phone, but we do msn sometimes.

krislyn - i knew her in 2002, a friend that later became my god sister, the only god sister i had in my life till now, she is a good friend who always listen to me when im sad....when im down during the first break up with 1st love, she was there for me.....she lend me a shoulder to cry on....till now, i still consider she as a good friend.

grace - we address each other not by name, she call me muyi shi shiong, i call her rain shi mei last time, but now she call me shi shiong still, the friend i knew in 2001 till now , a very good friend that always be there for me when im down, always listen to my problems.....she is really a hardworking girl, i seen her work hard study for her dip, then her degree.....all by her own hard work and hard earn saving....friends forever...she will be in the top invited list next time when i get marry, hahahaha.

jaxmin
my last time double clubbing good friends, with tommy,natz,rebecca in 2005, a friend that always support reading my blog....a good friend that we always chat in msn when free.

sandra - a friend i made in 2007 wholivesnearyou, what i can said about her? she had been a great friend this 2 year, this cancerian really know me well, cause im taurus, she knew when is the time i get emo....and she will be the doctor to cure my emo...i had already gave her a award, best actresser in life lolx....cause she told me something that i really pei fu of her....she is a sweet friend that make me breakfast that time when i bring her nephew to zoo.

Sharon - 2009, single mummy of one, she is good in making me laugh when i emo, she cheer me up in msn....a good friend that have potential to be like grace.

The flings

2006 was really like a fling year,all the fling happened this year and after that no more, maybe because of amy....i hate to be toy like a third boat.

2006 - rain - the girl who bite me during our partyworld ktv session, french me in the ktv room,after our prata supper, took the pack of condom at 7 eleven and looked at me and asked me, "shall we?" and we did. And i even send flowers to this fling at her work place.

2006 -nourene - Not to be mention....we had funny fun fun fun.lolx

Jerson Yeo MuYi Jerson wrote in his heart @ 12:18 PM

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freelance tyre changer

This whole week, i had been in night shift, i had miss some lessons in school but lucky for thursday, the god in heaven is at my side, off work so early that i actually can make it to my exam.

I had changed 2 nose shoes and 5 main shoes of big bird total in this 4 days of operation, is like 2 per day, and including 2 up and down of big bird water bottle in the center....plus the transfer of "water" out of water bottle check....all the task done, im in charge, basically im the freelance of all, whenever any place need me, i willl go change the shoes...there is a change in me, last time i used to see my seniors like fang, chua bong, leong k f, changed big bird shoes....and im the assistant helping to cut shoes laces, jack big bird legs, and prepare the operation tools.....and now im the "doctor" in charge of these operations, im the one who operate on big bird legs and checking these socks in them and i have my nsf and juniors in assit me, doing the same task i done in the past, jack big bird legs,cut shoes laces and prepare the tools.

Well, i began to get use working with these nsf, there are some good ones, not all are lazy and bad.....some are really good in their job...as i just joined back bee domes, there is a change of operation and different from the past....i still humble and lower myself and ask them how is the thing is done? i believe if you want ppl to respect you, you must show them you can work and you are not trying to act and trying to use rank on them....but some really must use rank to ask them do job....in order for a leader to get respect from your men, you must show them you can sweat with them! im happy this week with the nsfs that i lead, they are quite good and we work as a team in our operation....there is once that i actually very tired and did a wrong way, one of my junior pointed out my mistake and told me.....and it was at 2am that timing.....and i accept my mistake and told him, he is right...so i redo my job.

But i must know, i cant be mr nice to my men, if not they will try to climb up on me, i rejected 2 guys today when they asked me to sign the ojt booklet for them....cause they simply cant answer my questions in changing big bird shoes and water bottle....i asked them read and learnt again before ask me to sign....it is for their own good and for me too, i cant just sign blindly.....i maybe nice to ppl all along and now im starting to learn how to be hard to ppl.i will not sign blindly, whenever these nsf asked me to sign things, i will ask them for keys to check everything before i sign.

i know my future may not last with big bird, i still have to do my job well and make sure everything is in order and control.....i dun wana have problem in my work....i may not score, but i dun wana score own goal too....i just wana keep my fitness well for these 90 mins in the game...i maybe not the scorer in the team but at least i contribute some passes, corners or throw in for the team.

2009 is going to an end soon, with august kick starting, someone told me 2009 is the most lucky year in my life, hahahaha, is this a joke? lucky because someone made me so upset first half of 2009? or in 2009 i had met miss A,C or I? 4 months left for me to get happy.....even in the last day of 2009, 31 dec 2009...i will wait to be happy.......so long i had never had happy surprises in my life, the last one was in 2003 or in 2005? that seem so long ago....last time i used to be very happy whenever i see miss F sms, but now i get occasional or random sms from miss A or some old friends, and i be happy....

I dunno why, suddenly i think of amy, i remembered there was once that she did not meet me for the day, she cooked me a dinner, a chicken big pie in 2005.....she asked me to go to her house and have that dinner, althought the food was yucks and rather cold....i still say very nice....hahaha....that was one of the surprise i had, and i really finished that plate of cold dish with the ice cold ribena she pour me. She used to call me not by my name, she called me sunshine.....the chinablack clubbing nights.....the bukit timah park.....the bus 174......whenever she is free, she will call me in phone and asked, "hey sunshine, what are you doing? i miss you." and she will asked her little cute students sing tong hua for me in the phone.....how sweet is that?But never did i expected? she 1 leg step 3 boat....and im the third boat....everything seemed so smooth and lovely for us....until that black momo night....so dramatic that month in 2005.....everything was just a memory now.....it maybe sad,ugly plus some sweetness in that, it is just so memorable sometimes........in the middle of sex, your partner told you she is sorry, cause she bluffed her age to you, what is your reaction? hahaha, this is what i encounter with her, most of the guys will say fuck it, let continue fuck....she actually show me her IC and told me she is not 21 but 18 that year....cause she said im nice and dun wana bluff me.It could be the most funniest scene in my CMemories, but after what she told me, she became more into the sex, cause nothing brother her in the mind....that night...we had a enjoyful one.....with her hugging me all night when sleep and love bites all over the chest and neck. lolx....so long never had this feeling. so funny! the last love bites i had was from julie in 2008....she planted 8 in a row, cause she said, she wanted me to rem them.lol so mah ai.

Jerson Yeo MuYi Jerson wrote in his heart @ 10:01 AM

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Tuesday, August 11, 2009

my extra feeling in future

I miss a few lessons for school due to my duty at work, i called up samathan and told her i will not be avaliable for my coming 1st casino exam, my first casino operation exam.....i miss wednesday extra lesson conducted by mr ricky, i thought i will not avaliable for the exam....but god is really on my side, thursday was a early off work day, a seldom good deal day for us, i off work at 615pm, my exam is at 7pm at turf city.....so i had to fight my way with the busy PIE traffic ....i was late, i reached about 715pm, jason called me and asked me where am i? i was on the dot scanning the door with my student pass, trying to get access to the main school door.

lucky, the class waited for me, so i did not study and actually went for this exam.....before i went to the exam, as i was changing inside my car with my curtian on.....i did flip throught a few pages and remember some key words like pascal law, and who invented routlette wheel, francisco and blanc lois and china invented paper....some casino history.....lucky i managed to do the paper, as im quite a attentive student in class, maybe more on practical than lecture.....haha.Lucky this time i managed to rush and make it to the exam...if not i will have to have a make up exam......i hear angelina, the su zhou beauty sister is coming back to join us the part time class, 2 weeks ago, she just convert to full time class, and now she wana change back to join us again....this young meimei sure lot of questions to ask again.

But now there is a change of plan, my class is joining with my seniors class, that means will be like 35 ppl in a class now, rather than just 6 of us......that is going to be a big group, the main purpose of combining is because of marina bay sands and genting sentosa is going to start their own trainingt soon before november 2009, cause they are rushing to open in 2010.....im abit sad that i cant be the pioneer dealers of marina bay sands and genting sentosa, because my contract with big bird is due only on 2012....many of my seniors and classmates had already secure a job with marina bay sand and genting sentosa.....confirmed chop got place one, some of them going to philippines for training in october....what about me? now the school is trying to pass us out and qualifry us as dealers as early as dec 2009....just in time to join marina bay sands and genting sentosa....im still thinking if i wana cancel my contract with big bird and pay some $....it is really so cool and exciting to be one of the pioneers in casino industry here.

I asked myself 1 question, do i think i have the talent in casino industry? my answer is a yes, now i had master my 5 percent barrcarat banker paying out skill, i can easily read out the payment in less than 5 sec, i knew my heart is not with big bird, but i knew i still have the duty to work and do my job....i have lot of things in my mind if i really say bye bye to big bird, i have my family to support, if i join the casino industry now, there is a 30 percent cut in my pay, i still have this 5 room hdb flat to support, my family, my car.....am i be able to support if im in casino industry now. i have to re calculate my plan in life again.....my savings in 2010 to 2020, as i already had a plan from 2012 to 2020, and my 2014, will i be able to open my horoscope cafe?

Horoscope cafe is really not a easy one, first is $ , i need at least 150k, i had the plan already few years ago.....now what i really need is $....so i had be praying on my toto every monday and thursday and also monthly big sweep....horoscope cafe is not just a cafe, it will be more like a match making agency too for singles, let them find the most perfect match in their life....there will be events for these singles....horoscope cafe is a place to chill up and relaxe on weekends, weekdays too, will have like aries month of the night, scorpio drink of the month....if i really can make the horoscope cafe theme come out, it will be the most successful dream in my life......my target is 34 years old, now 28, i have 6 years.....it is not easy.....even if i hit 40 years old, i still can open that horoscope cafe....i will still open it....cause it is my dream.

What past is past, i really cant continue to be upset about recent events, things just dun come our ways in life, but i had never think that ppl are so evil....i have to reach my 2 hands out and accept these facts....at least im facing the reality in life.....im not the perfect ppl in life, i learnt in a hard way....why ppl just wana cover themselves and dun accept the wrong in them? It is just life.

i wana say sorry to readers out there, there is a problem with this blog, i cant access to it, cause it is being lock by someone. carlin, sandra,junhao and ,many of the peeps had been msn me and asked me why my blog is locked? now is finally open.....i dunno why i cant access to the permission and let ppl read ....there is something wrong, but now i can finally access to it.

Jerson Yeo MuYi Jerson wrote in his heart @ 8:55 AM

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