Friday, November 21, 2008

Planning by dates
I had about 113 of days left in Arizona, this does not minus off my weekends and public holidays...well, there are good and bad when going back sg, good is i can meet my friends,family everyday, bad is i will not enjoy my extra allowance when back in sg....i live like a prince now,gamble like a pro now..hahaha...when back to sg is call reality!

Yes reality, so much things for me to do, i maybe going to a new enviroment where i had not work with before, the chicken leg nest? or my beloved bee domes? reality is this time im back, i had to do alot of planning, my future, my family.When im back, i will fully take responsible for my family....i need to start to look for a 2nd career before i leave big bird world, but reality told me something these days,this job may not be my ideal one, sometimes had to work like dog,but i get pay well....maybe i shall work abit harder to fight for that pb2 thingy first? just like getting a degree first, not harm trying for that thingy first...if i can get is good, i secure a rice bowl full with rice that i dun need to worry about.I cannot say these years with big bird for so long, there is no love between us, there is! but the love is bulit with these years but not that kind of passionate one, hahahaha. There is something in chinese, we call "ri jiu sheng qin" kind.

But im really tired of big bird world, my 1st choice is to kiss goodbye to big bird, 2nd choice is hug big bird tight tight , force myself to love it more, with my bowl full of rice.There is no confirmation of if i wana stay in big bird world, i sure can...in the other hand, thinking of ppls that bring forks and spoons to work rather than a clear mind, that terrifry me! i think i rather choose not to...but with the dream of purchasing my first car back in sg in 2009, i had no choice but to continue my bond with big bird for another 3 years....let me work harder in this 3 years in terms of everything, love,family and work...i wana see a more successful me when i say hello to 3 meet 0 in 3 years time.

With my coming home trip in dec, i had make a few plans, the most important thing is spend some times with my family and meet some friends.The other one is my thailand trip to bangkok, my main purpose of this trip is praying to teacher (buddha) and grand palace, i really wana see and know how the thai royal family live and stay, how king chulalongkorn and his dad, king mongkut live in the past...since young, i already love thai history, one of the reason is they are the only asian country that is not colonised by french,british,american or portuguese in the past.During world war 2, they are the only country that is not defeat by japan,japan signed a peace treaty with them....the japanese are clever enough to know that the thai are great warriors, their fighting spirit is very strong just like the way they fight in muay thai.

So i will be spending 4 days 3 night in bangkok with my friend, fel from 19 to 22 dec. I hope it will be relaxing and enjoyable trip there, i just miss the tom yam,the night market, alot alot. On 27 dec, i will be back to kantang land.Then this period will be busy one for me, getting ready for my florida tour during feb end, and march 15 2009 i will be official kicking my ass out of kantang land.

Jerson Yeo MuYi Jerson wrote in his heart @ 11:53 PM

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