Friday, August 07, 2009

blog reopen

i had close for my blog about 1 week, i had been busy with my casino management course, for about 2 weeks, i had been attending mr ricky lecture lessons aabout customer service and star dealer course, teaching us how to deal with customers at casino, it is quite interesting, we have role play and act.Saw mr raj at bacarrat table, he asked me a funny question, am i really pure chinese? ahhahahha, i said of course, i miss a bacarrat lesson under him,. i need to clock back that lesson, a make up lesson....he said wednesday go find him....he will give me a make up lesson.

monday, jason called me that ziqiang jio go ktv.....hahaha...i had been finding ppl for ktv...and i long time never gather with my batch boys....meet at amk boardway k box....ziqiang,kevin,kok leong and jason went....we sang many retro chinese old songs...and we even talk about our last time life in bee domes, there was once ziqiang and kevin make fun of me when i was sleeping....then it turn out so funny that 3 of us break down and laugh till very jialat that time.ziqiang also brought a picanto, but a yellow one...very fast.....his daughter 4 years old already. so long never go his house play mahjong...what i miss in air force are friends that i had made...esp all of my batch boys.....1 word - brother hood, learn from alvin chee....hahaha.

Miss A called me twice this week, wana borrow $ again.....this time i tricked and bluff her...till she very angry...she scold me bad words in phone.....i made her call me every 30 min and say i will transfer $ to her...in the end when i was at the atm....i decided not to...she was so pissed that she threathen me she will go do ktv gal and social escort.....say till very dramatic...she called a guy and the guy is under her house, if i dun help her...she will go to bed with the guy.....till she very angry, she said she will not call me again...anyway i dun have her number...that time when she angry, she throw away her sim card and cancel the number...now she using her mum sim card....but she dun wana give me her number.


i told her, what can she make me trust her again, give me a good reason then i will help her.....she said she promised me she never go do ktv gal or social escort, i told her this is not a good reason....anyway...today she called me again, this time she cried in phone and said she very sad....she yesterday went to do martell promoter...she drink just 2 glass, then she knock out and just now she puke till very jialat....she said she feel like dying...she wana commit suicide....she have pen knife with her now...i told her dun be so foolish....i suan her say i thought she say will never call me, that time scold me bad words till so jialat in phone....she said cause i bluff her whole day and never lend her $, THE LOAN SHARK COMING HER HOUSE.....that day she very angry that i played her out....actually this is a revenge from me, cause that time when i help her, she make me wait under her block few hours, in the end , she went out with her friends and bluff me that she out with her mum...

she said she is sorry, she know how i feel now by waiting....actually what i can trust her is , i dun see why she can t give me her number, cause this number is her mum number.....but she had been giving out to other ppl....i want the number not to pester her...but to find her...cause she still own me $, i dun wana go up her house and ask like a loan shark....i told her straight...only when i lend her $, Im a friend, when she dun need my help, she wun call me and wun give me her number....this time i trick her again....after awhile, she sms me and told me this is her number, dun call her....just sms her...cause sometimes her mum use the phone.she say she know i care, she will change....i told her i listen from left then right out can liao, eevrytime same pattern...not happy just go drink till drunk like siao char bo.This type of ppl, must be hard on her then she learn the lesson....thanks to her, make me learn how to be a hard person...i cant be so soft hearten anymore to girls.

i ask her go find job, she said she send some resume already, waiting for reply, she promised me that she will find a decent job and have a healthly life.....she called a few times and sms....i still hack care and never lend her....i told her till she give me a very good reason how i can trust her again.


Actually im quite sad, i thought 2009 will be the most lucky year in my life, im wrong, maybe it is the turning point of my life....what happen with fel, in my heart, i really hope someday will be friend again...suddenly i think of julie, so i used skype and call back to arizona to her.....think she is sleeping...so i left a voicemail to her and ask her how is she? ask her take care.....this morning she sent me a sms and greet me and asked me how am i? sometimes we do talk in yahoo or in net phone.

Was talking jos at work, he told me got so many girls appear in 2009, got miss f, then miss c then miss a now, and miss j was the past....i told him the actual full story about me and julie....actually miss the time with julie...althought what we did is wrong, but we enjoy simple life together.....i miss az carefree life....i need a holiday soon...thinking of taiwan, genting or hongkong.

Jerson Yeo MuYi Jerson wrote in his heart @ 11:03 PM

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