Friday, August 14, 2009

freelance tyre changer

This whole week, i had been in night shift, i had miss some lessons in school but lucky for thursday, the god in heaven is at my side, off work so early that i actually can make it to my exam.

I had changed 2 nose shoes and 5 main shoes of big bird total in this 4 days of operation, is like 2 per day, and including 2 up and down of big bird water bottle in the center....plus the transfer of "water" out of water bottle check....all the task done, im in charge, basically im the freelance of all, whenever any place need me, i willl go change the shoes...there is a change in me, last time i used to see my seniors like fang, chua bong, leong k f, changed big bird shoes....and im the assistant helping to cut shoes laces, jack big bird legs, and prepare the operation tools.....and now im the "doctor" in charge of these operations, im the one who operate on big bird legs and checking these socks in them and i have my nsf and juniors in assit me, doing the same task i done in the past, jack big bird legs,cut shoes laces and prepare the tools.

Well, i began to get use working with these nsf, there are some good ones, not all are lazy and bad.....some are really good in their job...as i just joined back bee domes, there is a change of operation and different from the past....i still humble and lower myself and ask them how is the thing is done? i believe if you want ppl to respect you, you must show them you can work and you are not trying to act and trying to use rank on them....but some really must use rank to ask them do job....in order for a leader to get respect from your men, you must show them you can sweat with them! im happy this week with the nsfs that i lead, they are quite good and we work as a team in our operation....there is once that i actually very tired and did a wrong way, one of my junior pointed out my mistake and told me.....and it was at 2am that timing.....and i accept my mistake and told him, he is right...so i redo my job.

But i must know, i cant be mr nice to my men, if not they will try to climb up on me, i rejected 2 guys today when they asked me to sign the ojt booklet for them....cause they simply cant answer my questions in changing big bird shoes and water bottle....i asked them read and learnt again before ask me to sign....it is for their own good and for me too, i cant just sign blindly.....i maybe nice to ppl all along and now im starting to learn how to be hard to ppl.i will not sign blindly, whenever these nsf asked me to sign things, i will ask them for keys to check everything before i sign.

i know my future may not last with big bird, i still have to do my job well and make sure everything is in order and control.....i dun wana have problem in my work....i may not score, but i dun wana score own goal too....i just wana keep my fitness well for these 90 mins in the game...i maybe not the scorer in the team but at least i contribute some passes, corners or throw in for the team.

2009 is going to an end soon, with august kick starting, someone told me 2009 is the most lucky year in my life, hahahaha, is this a joke? lucky because someone made me so upset first half of 2009? or in 2009 i had met miss A,C or I? 4 months left for me to get happy.....even in the last day of 2009, 31 dec 2009...i will wait to be happy.......so long i had never had happy surprises in my life, the last one was in 2003 or in 2005? that seem so long ago....last time i used to be very happy whenever i see miss F sms, but now i get occasional or random sms from miss A or some old friends, and i be happy....

I dunno why, suddenly i think of amy, i remembered there was once that she did not meet me for the day, she cooked me a dinner, a chicken big pie in 2005.....she asked me to go to her house and have that dinner, althought the food was yucks and rather cold....i still say very nice....hahaha....that was one of the surprise i had, and i really finished that plate of cold dish with the ice cold ribena she pour me. She used to call me not by my name, she called me sunshine.....the chinablack clubbing nights.....the bukit timah park.....the bus 174......whenever she is free, she will call me in phone and asked, "hey sunshine, what are you doing? i miss you." and she will asked her little cute students sing tong hua for me in the phone.....how sweet is that?But never did i expected? she 1 leg step 3 boat....and im the third boat....everything seemed so smooth and lovely for us....until that black momo night....so dramatic that month in 2005.....everything was just a memory now.....it maybe sad,ugly plus some sweetness in that, it is just so memorable sometimes........in the middle of sex, your partner told you she is sorry, cause she bluffed her age to you, what is your reaction? hahaha, this is what i encounter with her, most of the guys will say fuck it, let continue fuck....she actually show me her IC and told me she is not 21 but 18 that year....cause she said im nice and dun wana bluff me.It could be the most funniest scene in my CMemories, but after what she told me, she became more into the sex, cause nothing brother her in the mind....that night...we had a enjoyful one.....with her hugging me all night when sleep and love bites all over the chest and neck. lolx....so long never had this feeling. so funny! the last love bites i had was from julie in 2008....she planted 8 in a row, cause she said, she wanted me to rem them.lol so mah ai.

Jerson Yeo MuYi Jerson wrote in his heart @ 10:01 AM

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