Tuesday, August 11, 2009

my extra feeling in future

I miss a few lessons for school due to my duty at work, i called up samathan and told her i will not be avaliable for my coming 1st casino exam, my first casino operation exam.....i miss wednesday extra lesson conducted by mr ricky, i thought i will not avaliable for the exam....but god is really on my side, thursday was a early off work day, a seldom good deal day for us, i off work at 615pm, my exam is at 7pm at turf city.....so i had to fight my way with the busy PIE traffic ....i was late, i reached about 715pm, jason called me and asked me where am i? i was on the dot scanning the door with my student pass, trying to get access to the main school door.

lucky, the class waited for me, so i did not study and actually went for this exam.....before i went to the exam, as i was changing inside my car with my curtian on.....i did flip throught a few pages and remember some key words like pascal law, and who invented routlette wheel, francisco and blanc lois and china invented paper....some casino history.....lucky i managed to do the paper, as im quite a attentive student in class, maybe more on practical than lecture.....haha.Lucky this time i managed to rush and make it to the exam...if not i will have to have a make up exam......i hear angelina, the su zhou beauty sister is coming back to join us the part time class, 2 weeks ago, she just convert to full time class, and now she wana change back to join us again....this young meimei sure lot of questions to ask again.

But now there is a change of plan, my class is joining with my seniors class, that means will be like 35 ppl in a class now, rather than just 6 of us......that is going to be a big group, the main purpose of combining is because of marina bay sands and genting sentosa is going to start their own trainingt soon before november 2009, cause they are rushing to open in 2010.....im abit sad that i cant be the pioneer dealers of marina bay sands and genting sentosa, because my contract with big bird is due only on 2012....many of my seniors and classmates had already secure a job with marina bay sand and genting sentosa.....confirmed chop got place one, some of them going to philippines for training in october....what about me? now the school is trying to pass us out and qualifry us as dealers as early as dec 2009....just in time to join marina bay sands and genting sentosa....im still thinking if i wana cancel my contract with big bird and pay some $....it is really so cool and exciting to be one of the pioneers in casino industry here.

I asked myself 1 question, do i think i have the talent in casino industry? my answer is a yes, now i had master my 5 percent barrcarat banker paying out skill, i can easily read out the payment in less than 5 sec, i knew my heart is not with big bird, but i knew i still have the duty to work and do my job....i have lot of things in my mind if i really say bye bye to big bird, i have my family to support, if i join the casino industry now, there is a 30 percent cut in my pay, i still have this 5 room hdb flat to support, my family, my car.....am i be able to support if im in casino industry now. i have to re calculate my plan in life again.....my savings in 2010 to 2020, as i already had a plan from 2012 to 2020, and my 2014, will i be able to open my horoscope cafe?

Horoscope cafe is really not a easy one, first is $ , i need at least 150k, i had the plan already few years ago.....now what i really need is $....so i had be praying on my toto every monday and thursday and also monthly big sweep....horoscope cafe is not just a cafe, it will be more like a match making agency too for singles, let them find the most perfect match in their life....there will be events for these singles....horoscope cafe is a place to chill up and relaxe on weekends, weekdays too, will have like aries month of the night, scorpio drink of the month....if i really can make the horoscope cafe theme come out, it will be the most successful dream in my life......my target is 34 years old, now 28, i have 6 years.....it is not easy.....even if i hit 40 years old, i still can open that horoscope cafe....i will still open it....cause it is my dream.

What past is past, i really cant continue to be upset about recent events, things just dun come our ways in life, but i had never think that ppl are so evil....i have to reach my 2 hands out and accept these facts....at least im facing the reality in life.....im not the perfect ppl in life, i learnt in a hard way....why ppl just wana cover themselves and dun accept the wrong in them? It is just life.

i wana say sorry to readers out there, there is a problem with this blog, i cant access to it, cause it is being lock by someone. carlin, sandra,junhao and ,many of the peeps had been msn me and asked me why my blog is locked? now is finally open.....i dunno why i cant access to the permission and let ppl read ....there is something wrong, but now i can finally access to it.

Jerson Yeo MuYi Jerson wrote in his heart @ 8:55 AM

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