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Saturday, September 12, 2009 SEPTEMBER BLOG I know my peeps had been wondering why i had not blog for close to 3 mths? cause im busy and too sad to blog about what happen recent...i actually did pen down a few entry at loverutheone.blogspot.com .This coming entry is actually extracted from loverutheone.blogspot.com where i wrote in there about mth of sept. "坦白的坏人，还是放手的好人? 17 sept when i was on my way to mustafa center to buy her birthday presents.....i saw her, but i was really surprise to see her with the thai guy that she introduced me at the thai pub....i hear her calling him darling from far....suddenly i feel so depressed....i walked over and tap her shoulder and asked her, why she never got to malaysia? she had told me she went to malaysia with her aunties for a couple of days.....but i saw her there....when she told me she not going anymore and the thai guy is going back soon.....i just smile and turn back and walked away.....while i was walking away....i dunno why i feel sad.....sad cause why must she lie to me? 2 oct , she lie again, she told me her auntie is giving her a surprise, she brought her air tickets to bali and chiangmai for her coming birthday......she did not have enough $, again i lend her some.....after that i found out that she actuaally went to thailand and spend 3 weeks there with the thai bf.i knew she just treat me as a friend, but why must you lie to a friend? she can tell her other friends and family members she going to thailand to meet her thai bf.....why cant she tell me the truth and wanted to lie to me? she made me feel that she is using me.....im so sad.....she let me down once by cheating me and using me before...i trusted her again....but now again, she let me down.....she make me feel that only when i lend her $ then im a friend to her. She knew i treat her very good, i knew love cant force.....but why must she lie? i told her before, i can accept anything about her, even that she went girls home, went prison, abortion before.....i like her now and her future but not the past...i dun mind.....i knew i cant give her whatever she wants.....when i know her costmetic used up....i offer to buy her new one.....when she no $ do hair....i treat her.....when she wanted new clothes online....i one time buy her 7 piece from whatladieswants.com .... when she is sick, i bring her see doctors a few times, when she say she hungry, i brought porridge for her or order online fast foods for her....when she told me she not using her mum hp anymore....i got her a hi card and top up 128 for her with my hp. i knew all i did is on my own will, she never forced me to do it. She told me before, she have her choices, there are so many guys around.....she cant promise me that she will be with me in future.....i knew that....i understand.....even be friend, why must there be a lie? the 27 present i prepare all really got meaning.....i gave her 9 of them first before she left for thailand. i felt so hurt when i knew she actually bluffed me and told me that her auntie wana give her surprise....and brought the tickets for her....but she actually had planned before hand the trip.....she just need to say she is stress and i knew what she stress about....it is all about $....she jus need to hint something....i will fall into her "trick" and offer to help her....i wonder did she wonder that how much i had help her? she once told me when she was drunk, she had a thai bf but nothing, she likes me a little....she asked me to give her sometimes....she knew i treat her good....now i believe what she said when drunk.....but i knew she never really like me before. she will never understand the hurt i had....cause all i wanted is to let her be happy...if she can be happy with the thai guy....i wish her the best.....but all i can say, she made me lost the trust in her again even as a friend.....i wonder what am i to her at the 1st place? a friend or someone she playing as a toy? i feel so sad as i wrote this, i maybe jealous of the thai guy...but if i know she happy....i should be happy for her. All my care and concern are just secondary and not primary....the birthday celebration i planned for her shattered....when i knew she will be away for 3 weeeks....the leave i took are wasted.....when i told her this...she told me maybe i was not fated to celebrate with her....this hurt me......she asked me to wait for her to come back.....i say i will... when i was browsing my email and saw someone email me a website to let me see who blocked me in MSN....i was shocked that she was actually one of them that had blocked me in MSN.....i was so crestfallen to see that.....i asked myself again, what am i to this person? im not even a friend at all. Everytime before i went to sleep, i was so looking forward for her sms, there were a few times, when i think of her, at that moment, she would sms me goodnite.....when my hp beep! beep! everytime, i was hopping the sms sent would be her....im so easily please by her....when she send me sms, im so happy....it actually brighten my tiring day at work.... 你是好人 也是個壞人 對我坦誠，只爲了朝他狂奔 ............. 我知道，在你的眼里，我只是一个"朋友"，但你知道我的痛吗? 容忍的人其实拼不笨，只是宁愿对自己残忍，既然爱不愉温，祝福就给你下一个人， 你是好人，也是个坏人 對我坦誠，只爲了朝他狂奔 不能放任，所以放了 这点痛我还能忍 宁愿爱 一点不剩 也不忍 看恋人变成路人 " Jerson Yeo MuYi Jerson wrote in his heart @ 11:20 AM {Jerson Yeo,My Style} |
 
- A caesarean baby since 1981 on 12 may - Given the name of C M Yeo = y=mx+c - Some people call him 小黑,jerson,全明 - Muyi is his pen name - wierd taste,don/t eat things that swim - eat white meat, white veggie only - loves soccer,horoscope,muay thai,mahjong - likes gal with a attitude,sing ktv,listen to sentimental songs - lives in his @512_street - had a Dip of mechatronics from TP - work as a launcher,writer,trainee blackjack dealer - a taurus stubborn bull that slow in anger - strong will, steady,down to earth - shy yet friendly, lonely soul with a great future. Jerson Yeo Chuan Ming  Create Your Badge Me:My Home page MSN: yeoreal@hotmail.com My Friendster My writing  10 fast facts about me - a fan of bob marley - cut my own hair - believe in karma - hate ppl who lie - love carebears - open minded - loyal to friends - like own style - love art - love gambling Thai music Muay thai online news wikipedia Horoscope Imeem Dictionary straitstimes singapore American Eagle Abercombie & Fitch Hollister Aeropostale Oakley sunglass Lego toys  San Franciso Sedona Tibet Nepal milan berlin london taipei hongkong manchester paris korea Hainan island Hawaii Cebu 
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