Friday, January 01, 2010

Happpy new year?

This year, i have a boring one compared to the start of 2009, 2009 1st day count down, im in las vegas with my guys....2010, i met up with jenny,wenlin,fel and felicia, on the dot of 12am....we were at a hongkong cafe at katong eating....after that play pool at marina parade, it sound so boring right? hahaha, but ok la, everywhere there is so many ppl....we did not plan things ahead....so no fun.

What i miss now is fireworks!!! the last i saw was at las vegas a year ago....i envy ppl going in a group or in a couple, marina bay is the most romantic place i think in sg.

first day of 2010, i was wake up by my parents, mum asked me go casino ship....ok i went...i played routlette and i hit number 12 and 28 ....each time hit i won about 500plus....in the end, i played carribean stub pokers, big small, i lost back....and even give my winnings to my parents and gamble...in the end, i no win no lose....win few hundreds bucks mean nothing to me, im not say im rich....just that, i come here for the thrill and fun....winning just like that is nothing.....i once win 5 digit in a night and lose 4 digit in 2 hrs before....soo i never think of heart pain anymore when losing $...cause i always tell myself....if i wana gamble, i must be willingly to lose....$$ make ppl look so ugly, i hate it when i need to use $ to see a person true colour...but is worth it....i buy lessons.

my heart really sank in 2009....just like the titanic, it will never surface on the water again....i know it is not end of the world...lessons made ppl grow up....just that i grow up slow...lol...

2010 is just the start, i have not place my bets yet....2009, i really lost big time,well this is just life....so what? got hurt? it is just part n parcel of life, sometimes i think i take things too serious that ppl take me for granted....i will learn to stand firm in my decision...one thing in life, which i always want, i dun like ppl to eat me, or i dun like to eat ppl, but the real true fact about life is, this is a "dog eat dog" world, everything is kelong one....sometimes being bad is good...but how? hahhaha

anyway, happy birthday to tristan on 1 jan.....

Jerson Yeo MuYi Jerson wrote in his heart @ 8:04 AM

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